I do most of my weaving late at night, after I've done homework and the dinner dishes. Sometimes I listen to music while I weave. Sometimes I talk to God and stay silent as I weave. Sometimes I put on a movie or listen to the traffic going by outside, as the sun sets and the streetlights pop on. It's very easy for me to get lost in the process and come to my senses hours later, when my back is protesting and my eyes are heavy. If I could weave all night, I probably would.
The fear that nothing will ever change is unfounded - of course things will change. That's their nature. And if they don't? That's not the worst that could happen. The worst that could ever happen would be to be separated from God forever, and He's already provided for that by saving me through the sacrifice of Jesus. Because my sin has been paid for, I have eternity with God to look forward to. I will praise and glorify Him forever because of that.